still sick.

I went to the doctor yesterday because I still felt like crap, after 6 days. I haven't been sick for 6 straight days since I was in elementary school...which by the way I haven't had a cigarette for 7 days now (today is the 7th day)...kudos...anyways im glad I went because he said I have the flu which lasts for 2 weeks. he assured me that I was gonna be sick for at least another week. but. he gave me some drugs which helped me sleep at night. this entire past week I haven't been able to sleep. every 3o minutes I found myself waking up to my own cough. then once I was up, I sat there coughing for 5 minutes straight, then I lied back down, and struggled for 10 minutes trying to fall back asleep. then I'd wake up in 30 minutes and do it all over again...not to mention how freezing cold the inside of my body felt. anways, I feel better now, I can actually sleep at night, and im coughing much less.














I watched this movie last night, and I thought the book was way better. Don't get me wrong, it was a good movie, I love Diane Lane, but I like her more in my imagination hah. It just seemed like the movie avoided a lot of the details from the original story, details which made it a good story in the first place.